Sunday, September 5, 2010

All thoughts, but no talking about it!

Well, it has been a couple days and here are my thoughts that are going through my mind. So, many things I wanna change. I realize that I am at the most unhealthy I have ever been. Not a good thing considering I have a 2 year old that I am having a hard time keeping up with.  So, ideas of loosing weight getting more active, and quitting smoking are hard pressed on my mind. Am thinking all this thought is due to the 31st birthday is coming in 6 days. Was thinking about it the other day, I have now been a smoker for more years than I have not been! That is a scarry thought!  It also scares me that I cannot keep up with my little girl. How the hell am I going to keep up with her when she gets coordinated ebough to play full games of things!!!

So, as I said in the first post, I have appointments for a multitude of doctors to make sure all aspects of my health are coming in order!  Not too worried about most of them. Am so very scared about the general doctor though. He is the one that is going to tell me about all of the naughty naughty things I have been doing to my body. I know the first visit is going to be questions and assessment, so not much naughty, but it will come eventually!!  Tis on Thursday and I wish it was sooner to get it over with! oh well, guess it is close enough.

Guess I should write a little about my little girl. Her aunty Louise and Uncle Pat came out to visit for a little while. She so loves her aunt and uncle.  She is making me laugh in new and exciting ways every day. Yesterday she and I was talking and she looked at me and made a funny ha ha ha as she says you funny mommy. All I could do was laugh.

well, until another day!

1 comment:

  1. Good luck with your quitting smoking and getting healthier! You have my full support in these decisions ... even if it's long distance support. Hugs to your "little girl" who is growing so fast! And hugs to you too!

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