What a quaint little while. I am starting not to like work. Well, half and half. I love the idea of going to work, and I like interacting with the people, I just don't like the push. Not sure why this is bugging me so much but it is. They are pushing me to sell these Mastercard things and I hate the idea of it! It makes me feel just yucky asking about it!! I just can't put my finger on why they pushing so hard for it. They has even been word that they can write you up for it, because it is in your job duties! Not that I have seen this first hand, but if the word is out there, there must be some truth to it! So, I am trying to decide wether to suck it up or tell someone how I feel about it.
Anyway, I am almost through week one, and surprise, I am down 1 pound! Couldn't believe it, but I will take it none the less! So 5 more til I see 200!!! Yay me.
I got my haircut today. I feel decent yet again! I also took my baby swimming today. Was a really nice time with her. We haven't done much outside the house together in awhile! I think she enjoyed it too! She is growing so fast, I wonder where that little girl that I used to cuddle and feed with a bottle! AH
As for the smoking, these are the last few days of baselining! I have looked at last week and here is what I am seeing. The average is about 20 smokes a day and they are mainly when Carrie gives me a moment break or when I am bored, or routine times. Routine times are after meals and first thing in the morning. So, I am going to start with 16 smokes a day as of Monday and cut it down every 4 to 5 days. May cut some days numbers sooner, if I can handle it, but will go no more than 5 days with 1 number. So, if the numbering system goes well, I will be done in March. Yes, still a long ways away, but it will come closer than one thinks. I am thinking of making quit date between Feb 28 and March 11. My parents are going on a trip during that time and I will have 1 less distraction to detter me! Although my sister and brother in law will be here then and they will have that temptation. I should just throw myself in, because the temptation will always be there, but less temptation in the beginning would be great!
As for driving offer, I have had people offer me, just gotta make some plans to actually do it! GOTTA GOTTA GOTTA!!!! lol
Anyway, think that is all for now. Will plan a write soon!
Tell somebody how you feel about it. Then decide what to do from there.
ReplyDeleteIF you are going to set firm, short smoking goals, don't get frustrated if you "fall off the wagon" ... get back on and repeat that week's goal until it's comfortable, then move on.
This isn't so bad though ... from the title, I was expecting extreme drama. LOL! Keep up the good work, Annie!