I am tired as I sit here and write. Glad, impatient and tired. So, I think this will be my rant at the world.
Life stinks today. It just feels yucky today! It didn't even start out ok. Was awoken by a baby. That not a bad thing in general. I just like having a few minutes to wake before she is up. I usually get that and when I don't I get grumpy. Then nothing seemed to be ok after that. I had a girl that was having a crankier day. Either crankier or I was just on edge and it got more on my nerves. Either way, yuck. I also had a mom with the same cranky predicament! And it snowed. Just enough to make my mom continually comment on how hard it would be to drive me to work. So I called in saying the snow was too much for my driver. Guess what happens 20 minutes after. It stops snowing and the snow plow goes by. But, do I go into work, nope! But I do however go and get the mattress for Carrie's twin bed. So, all the parts are here for her to have a big girl bed. Now to put it together!
So, I figure lets do something exciting and productive. Lets put her bed together. I was really excited because I went and bought all new things for her bed including a Dora comforter set! So, off we go. Dad starts setting up the new frame and carrie and I take down the crib and clear the room for the frame and bed. After we take the bed down we wait, and wait, and wait. Well, at 9:30 we are still waiting for dad to finish the drawers to the frame. Nothing else is put together yet. 3 hours to make 3 drawers! If this is a sign of how long things are going to take, it will be well into next week when we finally get her into her bed!
So, I decided to make bedtime fun for Carrie and I. I put the crib mattress into my bedroom and made it all nice and extra cozy for her and said we were going to have a sleepover in mommy`s room. Well, she was not happy with that. She was expecting to sleep in her big girl bed tonight and was even less happy when I did put her to bed. The reality of not tonight was not sitting well with her! I very scared that she is losing the interest in her bed because it is taking SO long. Hell, if I would have known that we wouldn`t have the bed up tonight I would have left the crib up and disrupted everything tomorrow!!!
What an ass backwards day. Not that anything really went horribly wrong, it just was ass backwards. Truth be told I think it started yesterday. Was another one of those days yesterday too. Had customers yellilng and swearing at me and a tired mom when I was at home and a truck that didn`t start, so we couldn`t pick up the bed yesterday. Can`t wait to see what happens tomorrow!
ok, now that its all out there I think I better now! Tomorrow has to be better, I gonna make it so that it is better! Will look for the cuddles tomorrow and the smiles from those that give them to me! and the hope that tomorrow is a finishing day! Think that is all!
Oh, nope. Just thought of something else to complain about. I don`t think there is enough room for the bed in Carrie`s room. Where I want to put it there is a heat register and if I put it on the other wall there is a closet I am blocking off. Oh the joys of it all!!! Crap. That just makes tomorrow interesting. Hopefully I think of something creative through the night. That will be my question for sleep. Find a solution for it!
Ok, well I think I am going to bed! Have a sweet and restful night!
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