Day 13... I think

OK. 13 days of cutting back meals and such. As it stands I am down 9 pounds and feeling pretty good about it. I did know that the big loss would slow quite quickly, so here I sit. Although 4 pounds in a week is not bad either!! I sure will take it. Actually I didn't expect that much of a loss right away anyway. Is nice to see some of the reward already!!!

I know 9 pounds isn't alot, but I (for some odd reason) expected to put my pants on and have some big change in size. It was kinda funny, I was getting mad at myself for not fitting them. Then I put the realization in my head that it is only 9 pounds, not 50!! then I laughed at myself for it!  The trying on the pants did make me wanna push even more to get into them comfortably again! So, I am stating this and allowing people to kick my butt for not doing it! Yes, that means you!!!  lol. I am going to add exercise every day. I put some in 2 or 3 times this week, but I will admit it was half hearted and no where near enough. So, I gonna make it more from the heart and MORE of it!  I am sick and tired of being fat and not being able to put ANY of my pants on comfortably and having the rolls cover over and having a bigger belly than boobs.  The last one will be very difficult to get to considering I have small boobs!  I Don't want to be skinny minnie, but smaller would be wonderful. If I haven't said it before my ultimate goal is be under 167 pounds. That is the lowerest number I ever remember on the scale!  First goal is to hit the 200 pound mark. That way I be the same weight as I was in January!

As for the job I applied for in the wonderful world of Walmart. I am now a full fledged member of the team. I have orientation on Tuesday and Wednesday and then I get to start working. I am excited and scared too. Am very excited to get some time away from the princess. Think it will be good for the both of us! and the little bit of money doesn't hurt either!. I not sure how I am going to do with cranky customers though. Being christmas and a cashier will be interesting!

Can't wait to see what next week brings!