Well, after much thought and contemplating I have decided that nothing is changing. Nothing that should be changing is changing. The obvious stuff that is going to change regardless of if I want it too or not is changing but the rest stays the same. Things like Carrie going to potty by herself is a change, but one that would have been made in time anyway. Me and who I am is not changing. I am still the procrastinator, the sit and let life take mw where It wants to take me, laid back relaxed girl!
With this in mind.... I am having a hard time writing here. The more I read back, the more I see the plain fakeness out of this.... I am not going to change. I don't know how, and quite frankly, I am not sure if I want to!! I know, disappointment! But I not being fair to anyone dragging them along thinking I am going to do these great things when I already know I am not there right now!
Who knows, maybe I will get there at some point, but not yet. So, all I can say is hold on, and maybe I may jump back on the changing bandwagon!!
So, this is going to become the, if things change or are exciting blog!!
That is all for now.....goodnight!!!!!
