Well, it is a couple days after christmas and all seems to be back to the normal already! Christmas had its up and downs. I had a sick baby for christmas this year which sucked the big one. She is on the mend now and back to her terrorizing ways! Just kidding, she doesn't terrorize, just doesn't slow down. It was a good time full of family, lots of good food and conversation, and an unexpected phone call. Oh how I enjoy when he calls me. It's never like we are on the phone. I see him sitting in front of me the moment he says hello Bambi! I get the warm fuzzy feeling that I always do when he calls. He is one of the few friends that for all the things I think when I see things or hear things, it doesn't matter when I hear or see him! It's kinda strange. Not sure if he is putting that power over me or I put that there to keep myself connected. Either way, for how strange it is, I think I would be lost without it! I guess that is what 13 years of friendship does to people!
In an earlier writing I wrote about seeing HIM again. And I did at work the other day. I had to snicker to myself. He was trying to pull of this funny little number with an old mans hat and young clothing and it made me laugh. For someone that I had such adoration for some months ago, its all gone now! Not sure where it went, but was kinda glad to see it go! Although he had my attention immediatly and until he left the store, it was not what I used to remember me doing! No thought of what I would do to him or wow look at that good looking. Was all about what was he thinking! Just to clarify the person above is not the same as this guy!
On other notes. Nothing has really changed. I haven't lost any weight (or even tried to) and no plan of quitting smoking. Have just been sitting back and enjoying the time that I am having. It's kind of odd that this past week I have totally been just in the moment and taking it all in! Has been extremely nice and hope I can bring this enjoyment into the new year and every year hence forth.
I have a friend that said something the other day and I agree with her. Instead of resolutions for the year she has created a "bucket list" for the year. Its the things she wants to have done by end of year. Kinda like my goals. I really like this idea and how simple it can really be. So, this I am going to try this year! Will probably turn into a goals list like usual, but I am going to try and bucket list it. Main categories are goind to be : weight loss, smoking, and a great achievement of getting Carrie and I on our own. If you are thinking its about time we get out on our own I agree!!! Think I may even throw in a getting drivers license in there! That would be a great asset to have!
Anyway, on that not I have a list to go and create! Will write them when I have a moment to !!!!
Have a very prosperous new year and If I don't write before then expect a great 2011!!!!!!!!
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