Well, it has been quite awhile and nothing reallyhas changed. I still large and NOT in charge, lol. We have been to a rodeo and doing some sight seeing in Edmonton. Was hoping on a camping trip, but plans changed and Edmonton it was!!! It has been a nice little go. Still feels a little numb though.
I stood in a wedding on Saturday. What a fun day! Was more than 24 hours without my little girl. Was great til I saw all the kids running around and having fun.... then I missed her like crazy! The wedding kind of opened my eyes (for a little while anyway) as to life and love. Its the change can be good and love is a truly wonderful thing. You could just see it and it was wonderful! It prompted me to write here again just so that I can remember the moment a little bit. Hopefully it will serve as a remembering of what could be. I have to admit, I wanted that kind of love! It is truly amazing the love that you could just see... you didn't have to look far to see it on Saturday!
Not sure where the feelings are going to take me, but will be interesting to see if they do. Am hoping that they are not just a momentary feeling that hides in the shadows quickly! Will have to find something that will keep it there a little while!!!
Yesterday was my birthday, and it was kind of a run of the mill day. Nothing really big. We went for breakfast and then it was just my little girl and I for most of the day. We did have a cake later in the evening. Was bought more for my little girl so she could blow out the candles. I told her to make a wish for me before she blew out the candles and she wished for a firetruck!!! was really cute. Was nice to be home and able to do whatever I wanted to do!!
thik that is all for now..... jsut felt like It was time to fill a little in there again!!! Need to keep up on it again for a little while!!!
Talk again soon!
